Don't think I haven't noticed the visible fading on this site.
It does produce a certain amount of guilt, though apparently not
enough to compel me to write. Maybe I need to augment the
Stagnometer
to deliver electric shocks of increasing intensity as I go longer
without writing. Yes, the shocks would only be delivered to me,
though perhaps I could set it up to happen every time the page is
viewed, to further enhance the experience.
I'm feeling especially guilty about not writing because of this
FLC I joined. An FLC is a "faculty learning community". A group
of new professors with too much free time get together and work
on developing some important faculty skill. I joined an FLC about
research writing. I'm a good writer once I get going, but find
it so hard to start. I figured the FLC would be a good way to
develop some good habits.
We had a meeting a week ago. As part of our discussion, we decided to
try "free writing". The idea is that one of the barriers to
getting started with writing is the collection of internal censors
and critics who don't want to commit to any printed words that
aren't above some minimum threshold of quality. Free writing demands
that you silence those critics and put down something, anything,
for a fixed time period every day. Once you get past the horror
of writing down words you aren't happy with, you realize that the
sloppy text you're producing is a significant part of the work of
writing a paper. The revising, editing, and polishing that follow
are a craft that can be applied to even this pre-draft draft.
That's the idea anyway. Needless to say, I haven't even started
yet, even though it demands only about fifteen minutes a day.
Today. Yes -- today I'll start.
Actually, I've been thinking for a while that it would be cool
to create a text editor that supports free writing. There would
be no backspace key, and text would fade to the background colour
almost as soon as it's written. You could reveal text by dragging
the mouse over it, but that will quickly fade as well. This dim
view of the past would force you to keep moving into the future.
Mind you, the same effect could be achieved by starting up a
text editor and turning your monitor off.
Teacher, can I count this entry as my free writing for today?