We mostly had a good weekend. Mostly.
When I woke up Sunday morning, I discovered that Ginkgo, our black cat, had passed away during the night. There she was, in our bedroom, lying still at the base of my dresser. I'm sad to lose a furry member of the family.
We have no idea what happened. She was acting fine the day before, and as far as we recall she had a normal dinner. Yes, she was roughly 11 or 12 years old. And she was being treated for a hyperactive thyroid, which can cause the heart to work too hard and eventually fail. The natural conclusion then is that she suffered a fatal heart attack. Ultimately, I suppose this is better than a protracted illness ending in euthanasia.
Ginkgo was initially quite aloof and hostile when we adopted her. Everyone, including the staff at the shelter, were surprised to learn that she was in fact pregnant at the time, which probably explained her behaviour. Of course, we couldn't part with the single kitten she gave birth to, and so she is survived by her son Arlo.
In the years after she gave birth, her personality mellowed considerably. She became sweet and affectionate. She was also by far the best hunter of the household, able to swat bats out of the air (and, as far as we know, devour them whole). I know I'll miss that skill in a couple of months, when bat season starts up.
I regret that I wasn't with her at the end. I woke up in the middle of the night, hearing strange noises. I got out of bed and looked around the room and into the hall, but didn't see anything. Alas, it was too dark in the corner of the room for me to a black cat lying in a shadow. I was very close to turning on the lights, but decided it was nothing. It saddens me to think that perhaps she was trying to reach me but couldn't. I am left only with the hope that her death was quick and painless.
Rest in peace, Ginkgo.